Thursday, February 4, 2016

Never Again!


Reaching some success with losing weight has gotten me thinking.  Maybe, I can get back to the "old me".  You know, the skinny one.  The really fit one.  The one that could wear cute clothes and wasn't ashamed to be in a bathing suit.   The one I have idolized the last 8 years wishing I could be again.  Looking at old pictures and dreaming....



But, the more I've thought about it....do I really want to be that person again.   I may have been thin, but when the going got tough, I gave up. I was weak.  I soothed myself with food and wine instead of trying to work on fixing the problems in my life.  I let myself go.  I'm not proud of that person, so why would I want to be that person?  I realized I really don't.    

Who do I want to be?  I want to be strong, fit, and healthy.  But, most of all I want to love myself while I am working towards my fitness goals.  I want to build up my emotional strength and my relationship with God, so the next "hard time" that comes around won't knock me right over again!  I have made so many changes in the last 6 months that I am confident I am going in the right direction. 

My confidence is growing.  I'm happier.  I talk to everyone I see.  I make every attempt to put my best effort into everything I do.  

My GOAL   
Be Better Than I was Yesterday!  

If you are struggling or can relate, I can help!  Contact me :D  
Karen 
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